If and only if I could have a clone of me myself or else, I would have to abandon at least one side of both. I'm sorry, if you think our relationship is falling away from each other, which I never mean it to be, to be frank. You would never know how hurt I was to hear what she told them right in front of me and everyone, which no one would think I care yet I did.
You don't know me well, in fact. And yes, I miss you both.